I probably should update more. I keep forgetting about this thing, im like o god xanga i need to update sometime because I actually do talk to some people on here. All I can tell you whats been going on in my life is some messed up crap. This year is half shitty and the half alright.  I update alot later on tonite because im going to Bed, Bath, and Beyond with my mom for bathroom stuff so Adios....for now.

2 amazing songs and I had to add the lyrics.

Taproot- Calling

Your face is burned inside my brain
I lost my way
Your taste, a stamp flows through my veins
The cost of hate
‘Cause you’ll never understand me
You want me to stay

You’re c-c-c-calling but I can’t hear you
I’m not listening anymore
You’re subject to falling but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore

The race of slowing down the pain, I found a way
The pace of speaking so mundane, the sound of gain
But you’ll never make me happy
So I’ve extinguished the flame

You’re c-c-c-calling, but I cant hear you
I’m not listening anymore
You’re subject to falling, but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore

And what you want me to say I’ll never say
You’re playing the game that I’ll never play
So what do you want from me?
Now I’ve extinguished the flame

Your c-c-c-calling but I can’t hear you
I’m not listening anymore
You’re subject to falling but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore
You’re c-c-c-calling but I can’t hear you, I’m not listening anymore
You’re f-f-f-falling, but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore

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Hinder- Better Than Me

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

Amazing song and an amazing band. Whats more to say about that

So I hate when I think because being emotionally drained for 3 days is not fun.

I think alot and it's bad. Bad Kimmothy as my friend jess would say.

So heres my question that I been asking myself and I answer to it.

Will I be alone forever, will I find my perfect someone to hold me dear.

Probably not...

Its not really an update about me but some random stuff

Everyone likes random

What a Beautiful Man.. Keith Urban...Drool

And we have goo goo dolls

So new note....yeah. Long distances are yea.....I just don't want to talk about it. I probably get my point just say long distance...

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